Casolari spent over a year in Sicily, living through the
events of the Allied invasion and becoming one of the few members of the
Coastal Divisions to make it back to mainland Italy. He left a diary, which his
son Paolo later published with the title “L’anima muore di sera” ("The soul dies
at dusk").
The first chapter begins in January 1943, when King Victor
Emmanuel III reviewed the Sixth Army for the final time:
"All is ready on the banks of the Garbo [the Carboj, a small
river that Sciacca and Menfi]. We polished our guns and cleaned up our
barracks: it is the first of January, at 12:00 the Savoy will pass, Victor
Emmanuel III, visiting the troops. I told my soldiers to show dignity, which
they have no lack of, when they want.
His Majesty the King comes on a dented car, accompanied by a
string of high-ranking officers, but there is no pomp; there’s instead General
Mario Roatta, I think a Modenese as well, the new commander of the Sicily Army.
He stops to talk with the Colonel. His eyes are inexpressive behind his
glasses. In Sciacca they told him – as if he didn’t know already – that our
coastal battalion is not really a stronghold: 35 kilometers of coast defended
by four guns, and all of this to be controlled “on foot”, on a daily basis. The
King tries some set phrases; he looks very human in his low stature. “We will
do our duty anyway, come what may”. He says.
Days pass without other events. Military life is not exactly
an adventure, at least not here in dry and windy Trinacria. I made a request to
be transferred to the Battery and to the Ministry of the Air Force: my dream of
becoming a fighter pilot is vanishing, I fear. If at least they could give me
my railway record book soon. So that I could dream a leave! At least I have my
studies of engineering and chemistry, and the correspondence with those fellows
who weren’t drafted because they were born a month after me, and are enjoying
their time in Modena with the girls.
I miss Delfina, a lot!
At night, the wind howls and doesn’t let us sleep.
Blessed Sicily: when there are rain squalls, the waters
drenches the tent and everything inside. And in the morning the uniforms stands
up by itself, as if by magic, and it’s a pleasure to wear it. I would like to meet
those jokers that supply the Royal Army, and who surely made money off the
cloths.
The rainbow that follows my dreams, though, is splendid; it
rises from the river, shining a dazzling whirl of colors right upon our heads.
It is enchanting, but does not last."
(Taken and freely translated from https://www.yumpu.com/user/grigioverde.org)
(Taken and freely translated from https://www.yumpu.com/user/grigioverde.org)